when is enough?

So I went out for drinks tonight for work. It was at my local bar, Lansdowne. I stayed for one more. I got into a political argument. I have been in many political debates but I have never been thrown down three to one. I should have been able to handle it but I couldn't. So I ask you guys when is enough? I cried and I hate that that was my weakest moment but honestly I have never been in the position I was in tonight.

I am all for freedom of speech, I am a God Damn journalism major but when did people start sucking so much. I don't mean to complain, yet I do. In all my politiacal conversations in life I have never been treated as I was tonight. I am venting but think this is a sad comentary on our society.

Hollywood Chihauhau

Jose will be getting a spa day this weekend as he is stinky again. He is so cute when he is wet!

He is also getting an early birthday present, Hollywood Chihauhau just came out on DVD. We have all the movies with Huskies in them but no Chihauhau, I am excited to see it!

Facebook

So I found Ford on Facebook tonight and asked him to be my friend. I haven't seen him since our graduation day in college but would like to know how he is doing. By Ford, I mean Ryan. I am not sure yet if it was a good idea.

Medical issues

So I found out on Wednesday that my MRI came back ok and what is going on with me is not in my brain or my heart. That is the good news. It is definitely my ear but we are not sure what yet. I didn't test positive for any of the common ear issues so now there has to be more testing for irregular ear issues. I can choose to go on a water pill for 30 days and if it is that I have too much fluid in my left ear that will help; or I can have another test.

Your inner ear is covered by bone but there is a chance that a part of my inner ear is not covered by bone and that can cause dizziness, pain and some of the other things I've been experiencing with that ear. If that test comes back positive I would have to have a CAT scan for more detail and then surgery may or may not be necessary.

I am planning to do the water pill first for 30 days and see if that doesn't help. At least I know it is not a major organ. Thank you all for your concern and support it means the world to me.

Last weekend

Last weekend my brother-in-law and his boyfriend were in town from Florida. They brought their new puppy Tequila Rose. Jose hated her at first but by Sunday they were playing like old friends and now he looks for her every morning. They are talking about moving to Colorado and I hope it's true. I really miss Joe.

A little scared

So I wasn't going to blog about this but I am a little nervous right now. I have passed out twice in the last two months and am undergoing several tests. My ear has been bothering me and after three tests today there are some abnormalities in my left ear (the one that has been bothering me). I am having an MRI on Friday to determine if it is the ear or the brain. I am also wearing a heart monitor for the month of February (I get it off on my birthday).

In my heart of hearts I think I am ok but I am a little scared that I am only going to be 31 and have all these tests (some of which are abnormal). You guys are my best friends and I just wanted someone to know what is going on. I will keep you posted.

Happy Birthday Sara

Hey girl, I didn't want you to think I forgot your birthday. It was probably just another day to you having the baby and all. I thought these pictures from my 21st birthday and Lara's 21st birthday might bring back some happy memories. (Man we were drunk!!)